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We need space.

      Do you agree that the one thing out of many others you need while growing up is your room or your personal space? No matter how small it is or however it is, it should be your own. Many of us can relate to this.        There should be at least one place that comes to your mind when you are done with everything and want to cry your heart out, but such that no one would see you at your worst. We come across such situations often. When that happens, you need a hideout of your own in which you can confide your emotions behind its walls. Being there alone for some time allows you to reflect on your actions so that you can fix them and go on with your life with a clear mind. 

Something which is still unrequited..

Something which is still unrequited…

Episode 4 : Walls around the heart..


...The best memories for most people are the ones of their childhood or specifically saying of their friends and school . School life is undoubtedly the best part of one’s life. There , we learn to grow as a better person , with all the ups and downs and among people we can proudly call ours. They are the witnesses of our frowns and smiles and our guilt and pride, and many such emotions we are able show them without us even knowing. Such was the case for Seema too.


The more she started to accept her new surroundings, the more she felt at ease. She could feel herself included. Every morning she woke up ,she would get ready for school with the excitement of a little kid in her eyes. Seema was a loner , especially when at home . She lived in a town and had only one friend who was also her deskmate at school. But when her only friend dropped out of school after moving to a city , Seema now had left with no friend in her town and that’s why she rarely stepped out of her home. There were many other girls who wanted to be her friend but Seema would feel very uncomfortable around them . She had built walls around her heart, so high, that not many could get through. But once she opened up to someone she was the most talkative girl ever . She was that kinda girl for her school friends and that was the reason she wanted to spend most of her time with them at her school . But soon enough she found another reason she wanted to be there , as someone not so agreeable had started to bother her now but not for all bad reasons !!

...to be continued

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