In talks with life

                                                         The age of 18 is a very crucial one in every teenager's life. This is an age of discovery, of adventure and age where you meet many temporary people. This is an age where you have enough courage and will to pursue your dreams. You are bound to take risks and when failed, can get up and try again and again until it goes your way.                            You tend to trust everyone and fall for every sweet talk. At 18 everything is possible and the coming day seems friendly. The memories you make at his age will stay with you forever and whenever you'll look back in time at your 18-year-old self, you'll reminisce of the days when you were brave enough to follow your heart and choose your path without any second thought. The risks you take would give you memories to laugh and cherish and the chances you missed will live inside of you as mere regrets. And regrets are the most painful things in life.                    

  You can never really forget the past , especially if it is painful . You say you've moved on but , is that really the case ? No matter how much you try , the pain doesn't leave you just like that. It resides in your heart , somewhere in one of it's corners until it is triggered and even with the slightest of mention it is ready to peep out. You can't get rid of it as per your wish . It can either be avoided or you learn to go on living with it .  Time is not the greatest healer although it does aid in healing . It just brings to you more circumstances be it favourable or unfavorable which need to be dealt with first . When you divert your attention towards them , it helps you living in the present forgetting about the past for the time being. That's how you avoid it . As for those who can't avoid it , start living with it , and with time get used to the pain becoming numb towards it .                     " Because no matter how much you wanna let go of th

When life becomes too hectic and.          monotonous , and you feel empty and lost inside, start doing things that you've always loved and wanted to do but never got the time . Eventually in the process of doing it you'll find your lost self !  

Something which is still unrequited… Episode 4 : Walls around the heart.. ...The best memories for most people are the ones of their childhood or specifically saying of their friends and school . School life is undoubtedly the best part of one’s life. There , we learn to grow as a better person , with all the ups and downs and among people we can proudly call ours. They are the witnesses of our frowns and smiles and our guilt and pride, and many such emotions we are able show them without us even knowing. Such was the case for Seema too. The more she started to accept her new surroundings, the more she felt at ease. She could feel herself included. Every morning she woke up ,she would get ready for school with the excitement of a little kid in her eyes. Seema was a loner , especially when at home . She lived in a town and had only one friend who was also her deskmate at school. But when her only friend dropped out of school after moving to a city , Seema now had left with no friend i

Something which is still unrequited..! Episode 2 : The start of a new journey.  ...It's been years now since she has been feeling this way . It all started suddenly without her knowing. Back to the time when Seema had just been transferred to a new school in a new city, she had a very unusual encounter with him on the very first day at her new school . She got into an argument with him for a front desk seat . He was reluctant to give it to her and she was not the one to give in . But it happened that when they were arguing Seema heard other students gossiping about her . They were telling each other that how come a newbie like Seema dare to act all bossy infront of a native student , that too on her first day when she's supposed to try to be on the good side of everyone. Embarrassed , Seema didn't say anything further and took her seat quietly which was just behind him . She later got to know his name from her deskmate which was , Kabir . Kabir was a kid from a very influen

Something which is still unrequited ! Episode 1 : Her present. The messages are scanty now which, once were in abundance. He rarely texts her first and it's always her taking the initiative everytime. Even if she does , his late and many a times short replies are enough to show his lost interest during conversations.He never said so but all of these are mere thoughts made up by the mind of an overthinker like hers. She has a clear memory of those days when her day started with a morning wish to him and ended with a playful good night quote . There were no phone calls except for some occasions , as texts were a rather preferred choice . She hopes for those times to come to life again as for now they seem to be fading away. Her gaze every now and then fixing itself upon anything or anyplace whenever she is reminded of him as if she is dreaming in the broad daylight ... to be continued ...